Is Malaysia Racist?

Hmmm, this would be a simple post with simple analogy.

Bersih vs Ibrahim Ali

now do a comparison with the below

"Bersih HQ raided, 7 staff arrested" vs "nothing but some incomprehensible mumbling here and there on what have been said by Ibrahim Ali"

Hmmmmmmmm, there is something really wrong with the analogy....

So here's a question? Is Malaysia a racist nation? My simple answer would be;

Yes, Malaysia is a racist nation unfortunately. Why? It's the Malaysian Policy, no one can deny that though there might some idiots that want to deny that

And the best part is, I'm of the so called "privileged Bumiputera". cheh

When time passes by

Now somehow along the road I forgot how fast time passed me by. This year would be the last year I can berfoya-foya as a 20+ girl. Aiyo, but to tell the truth kan. I still feel like a teenager and have just finish my study (so la teruk). It's like I don't think much (or try to think much) of the future. And as time passes me by, one by one of my friends have gotten married and even have several kids in their nest. While I still feel that I'm not ready for kids and marriage. Heck, I am afraid of marriage. There's always the worry of "What if I choose the wrong guy"... But at the end of the day, I do too realize (I do mature ok) that it is not about finding the right guy, it's about having the right mentality and willingness to compromise and acceptance in finding a life partner.

Why all these thoughts, well I came upon Kahlil Gibran thoughts on marriage. And it's perfectly beautiful how he pen his thought about marriage.

On Marriage by Kahlil Gibran

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.
You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days.
Ay, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.
But let there be spaces in your togetherness,
And let the winds of the heavens dance between you.


Love one another, but make not a bond of love:
Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.
Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.
Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf
Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,
Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.


Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together:
For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

Aye... What we must not do is to not lose our individual self even when we became one with our life partner.

Less than 2 month it'll be home sweet home...

Seriously... I should have done this much much earlier... I'm going back to for good in less than 2 months. Whoppie.. If I could somersault I would have done that. But seriously, all I wanted to do is skip and sing "haleluya"...

So not the next step would be buying a ticket back home... And packing up the things I want to bring back home.

But now the notion of going back home is confirmed. I will seriously miss KL. There are so much thing I have been taking for granted here in KL.

1) Like taking the LRT and monorail...
2) Easy access to practically everywhere in the world, I don't have to fly to KL to catch my flight to London, Thailand etc.
3) Singapore is even only RM50 ringgit away from KL.
4) I can hop into the Genting buses and play my heart out in Genting Highland in less than 2 hour.
5) Midvalley and Pavilion, oh how I', going to miss you guys especially Cache Cache in Midvally. 1B can't compare with the shopping complex in KL...
6) My friends here in KL, it would much more difficult to meet up with them anymore
7) The uncle that sell very mean durian puff... ohh uncle do open a branch in KK...
8) And the auntie that cook the best charsiew I ever eaten...
9) And the uncle van that sell bloody nice curry puff. I'll miss your curry puff and also you laq :)

But at the hindsight, those thing I can live without. I am now going back for good whoopiee!!!!!

Baladi Full betul

Iya, like my title.. I can only say two word which sound similarly too a famous cuss word. Ba, mari kita cakap kuat-kuat.

Baladi Full!

Haih, how to make someone understand that it is not a problem working here in KL or working there in KK. Although I do wish to be back to my own hometown and work there. Thus instead of contributing to the brain drain in Sabah. I at least can reduce the percentage of Sabahan opting to find a greener pasture out of Sabah.

It's the "SALARY" that matters, at the end of the day (or month in my case) I need to get my salary on time. At least within the first week of every month. Heck, you think the bank will come to me and say

It's ok, I understand your situation. You can pay your loan whenever you have money ok

Haih, apa lg mau di bincang sama siurang. Dari duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuulu lagi ko janji sama sia cakap gaji akan on time next month, after ogos, after september, cukup bagus suda sia.. 2 tahun sia tahan... Ba bila la tu... Mau tunggu sampai sia kena blacklist ka baru ko mau bayar on time.. Itupun kalauuuuuu.. Haiya....

Ba, if in tomorrow meeting you're going to ask me to reconsider. I will but there would be a condition. Salary must be in every first week of the month and pay me all the 20k u own me in EPF. If it's not in then 24hour resignation. Hmmphhhh.. Ko ingat bapa sia punya bank ka sia utang... Haish

Ba mana-mana sajala kau..

Budus.. How frugal you want us to be

Truthfully I have this urge to kick the person who says this, been hearing it a lot from our leaders,

"With current price increases especially in fuel prices, it is imperative that the people be frugal in their spending and save, which can help us out in the future in emergency situations," Yahya said-daily express

How 'FRUGAL' does these people want us to be. To the point of eating 'ikan masin' (salted fish) everyday? Most of the rakyat are already are frugal enough, yes there are some people that spend like there is tomorrow. But to keep on harping and saying idiotic lines such as said by Yahya is borderline ridiculous. It's like saying in bold exclamated double meaning.

We the goverment damn care of you rakyat, high cost increase not my or the gov problem it's you the rakyat that should change

My take, damn idiotic... Yg kaya tu kalau complain bah mmg la mau kena katuk kapala tp majority rakyat di malaysia ni suda sengsara mau frugal... Ko ndak mau kc rakyat ko hidup senang ka... Mau rakyat ko kias pagi makan pagi, kias petang makan petang ka.... One word from me

Budus!

ps: Help who out? "us" salah jounalist ka c Yahya 'ter'silap sebut 'us' ni

Ba puas hati sia... I damn care

Today i am completely apathetic.. I damn care of anything happening today. No matter who is angry, who is hurt, who is asking me for favor, who need me for any 'emotional' support.. Sorry in advance, but I damn care. In my own language, sia malas suda mau pikir. Panat, mcm buang masa untuk sakit hati. Tidak pandai habis-habis masalah. Sudalah sia bingung pasal hal karaja, hal duit, tambah lg mau hal personal.. Haih....

Today I woke up not in the best mood. Really had restless sleep, dreaming about your problem is not nice at all you know.. I really wanted to talk with someone, so I called a someone. Cause that someone was the only one I can think of, but instead of feeling a bit better talking with that person. The talk just made thing worsen... By then I was at the borderline of breaking down.

And as I thought that things could not get even worser, something happen. Remember murphy law, bad things are meant to happen. Well, for the first time in my life I was BOOTED out from the bus by the driver just because I did not have small change and only RM10 (ko pikir sia buta ka ndak nampak itu duit picah ko simpan), punya bikin malu. That was final string... Now, when you just reach your limit and you breakdown there's several thing you can do. Some people cry, some shout, some just quitely do nothing and etc etc. But me, I stop caring. I nearly cried but I was in the public so I held my tears. Then sitting on the bench at the bustop, I talked to myself.

Biarlah kamurang-kamurang tu, ingat sia mati ka. Ba mana-mana sajala. Sia ndak mau kisah suda. Suka hati la apa kamu mau kc kana sia, suka hati sia la apa sia mau decide utk buat. Idup sia ba. Pasal itu sia ndak mau complain2 lg... Biar la sia sengsara, yg penting sia sengsara dgn happynya... Tp jan kamu kisah kalau sia pun buat mcm tu dgn kamu. Yg penting sia happy sudahla...

So today, as soon as I reach office. I damn care. The client marah-marah? So what. The bos keep on giving excuses? So what. You getting angry cause I did not share something even though I did share? So what. Paduli la kamurang... Whats important I puas hati finishing my work... Siok lg sia concentrate dengan kerja, kalau siap.. sungguh puas hati.. Nah ambil kamurang... Sia campur2 suda tulis ni... Puas hati sia..

ps: To those that might thing "punya la teruk ini bahasa, apa punya sentence ni" you know what? I damn care...

Updates of me...

Updates.... I'm still here in KL... Working my ass off with the same company.. Having to chase for my salary.. Gawd how I hated the chasing, especially the feeling of being broke every month. I talked before how I'm going to resign and damn care and just packed my things and fly back to KK. But unfortunately for me and fortunately to my boss, my parent talk me out from doing it and instead wait till I finish my project first then I can finally chow.

BUT I HATE BEING SO BROKE.HATE WHEN IT'S TIME TO PAY THE BILLS.HATE IT WHEN I HAD TO BORROW MONEY FROM MY PARENT.HATE IT SO BLOODY MUCH

:) Well I am not regretting going for my Europe trip, the trip was just bombastic even if it made me so damn broke. I can't wait to go there again especially England and Italy. But me thinks, for my next trip I'll want to concentrate only on England... Butttttttttttttttttttttttt before that, I need to bloody get my money especially my epf which was deducted from my salary but not paid to EPF.. It is bloody more than 20k, and I'll be damn to let that money disappear to no where.

ps: was in a stupor that I wasn't in the mood to blog these past few weeks. I was just plain lazy. :P Well it happen to all of us.

Malaysian Sex Joke on news today...

Laughter is the best medicine, is a phrase that has been said again and again. And I'll be dedicating this post for that. Now there are two things that might tickle you as it had made me laugh out loud.

1) "We must find the truth" by our power greedy (opsss should i say it :P) deputy prime mister, Muhyiddin Yassin...

Heard his speech on TV3 8pm news today, and it was humorous to me when he talked about the sex tape of our ex-prime minister (ironic isn't it) Anwar Ibrahim. What is it with these guys in power. Why are they so gungho on trying to prove some people sex video. Ooohhh yes right... It is the easiest way to bring the opposition down... Well, good luck to them then. What i find that is such a joke is when the power crazy guy opppsss I meant Muhiyaddin Yassin said "We must find the truth", ohhhhh yes sirree... We much know the truth of who exactly is in the sex video. I as the people of Malaysia are really sitting on the chair waiting fervently for the truth, I reallllllllllllllly need to know if Anwar is the MAN in the sex tape. Choiiiii, dear sir Muhiyaddin, I too want to know the truth. But it is the different truth... I want to know, who are those people that are related to the "IC project" in Sabah, who are the idiots that is involve with the illegals overrunning Sabah and making my land as their own. Oh yes sirreee... I do think that is much more important than some sex video to me.

And btw, does it mean mr.Anwar Ibrahim is not gay anymore? He now digs women? ooohhhhhhh Saiful Bukhari you just sacrifice your a** for a lost cause... Tsk pitiful guy...


2) The Malaysian "Obedient Wives Club" are saying wives must be a whore to curb domestic violence, husband infidelity and prostitution.

I know.... I know.... Speechless isn't it. Now I'm not that qualify enough to say that sex is important or not in a marriage but here's my two cent. Respect and honor and love your partner, be it the wife or husband is very important in order to have a fulfilling and happy marriage.

Now a statement from the club president;

"A man married to a woman who is as good or better than a prostitute in bed has no reason to stray. Rather than allowing him to sin, a woman must do all she can to ensure his desires are met," Rohaya told the newspaper.

Again my two cent, no matter how good is your sex life, or if you're a whore to your husband, if your husband wants to stray they will stray no matter what. You my dear Rohaya just gave the men the upper hand to use sex as an excuse.

That said, I'm not saying that sex is not important in a marriage but it should not be put as a priority in a marriage. As I said earlier, I believe in respecting, honoring and loving your wife/husband is the core to curbing domestic violence and husband infidelity (or wife infidelity).

As for prostitution, it is the oldest profession ever. Until unless there is no demand for buying sex, until then prostitution is here to stay. And who says it is only the married guy that goes to prostitute, even the unattached hire their services.

Now that's all I have to share for today, don't you think it's weird that our headlines are being crowded with "sex" nowadays. Gawd, get a new topic bah. It's embarrassing that the other countries are reading these kinds of news from Malaysia. We are getting free publicity not because of good things but idiotic things instead. Also dear government please stop with the sex strategy to topple the opposition. You know you suck, the Malaysian know you suck and you yourself know you really suck. So instead of these idiotic things, improve yourself... Don't say things like we the people need to change our lifestyle etc etc.. What you want us to eat ikan masin everyday ka. Odoiiiii.... Aiyoyoyoyo, why does our prime minister are getting worse and worser as they changed. And the next one based on the current deputy prime minister is a total racist and power greedy guy... Odoi dogo..... tulungla...... for sure I know I will be going back to vote by hook or by crook for the next election.