When all's is done and there is nothing to regret.. Farewall finally? I hope so

:) Maybe I'm still in shocked or bewildered, but in two days time before my trip to europe, where I'm taking leave for two weeks, my boss ordered me to cancelled my leave as there was no one available to replace me for the two week. Reason "Because you have not finish the pending item, please rescheduled your leave".

And you know what, I am worried how am I goin to eat next month but in the other hand. It just feel such a huge relieve cause, I can finally say "Sayonara, asta la vista baby" to my company which I have "loyally" been with for 4 years. I have been through the up's and down of the company. But I guess enough is enough.

I know that somehow it is not professionally to just jump out of the project I'm currently in. But weighting the pros and cons, I would be much more happier and I know for sure my decision is correct. You know the moment of peace after a decision is made. Knowing that the decision you made is the bset one. Just like the time where I decided to stop wanting to be with someone. It was the best decision ever. No more what if.

But altogether, how the hell am I going to pay for my loan :) Well, I don't know yet. What I know is that the decision I made now, will bring me back to KK. The rest I'll think about it when I reach KK for good.

So it seems to be sayonara, kuala lumpur, in a few more week time and hello for good to Kota kinabalu... :) Alamak, need to praktis how to tanam anggur la ni.. :P