Reba with the AIDS song

I've been meaning for so long to share this song. But so "banyak alasan", I forgot la, I don't have time la, I can't access youtube cause of the firewall la. Hey at least the alasan is valid ok :)

Well, this song is by Reba McEntire, my most favorite of all my favorites country singer. Titled "she thinks his name is John".



It reminds us how easily we make mistake that would cost us our future. We have a choice on what we can do in life. Now this songs is about AIDS, a girl that had a one night stand with a guy which she only knew his first name, John. Ba, siapa la John tu ah....

Now, DO NOT start saying things like "Siapa suruh gatal, tulah ni perempuan ni tdk pandai pikir"
or any sexist related statement, do not become a sexist idiot like the bung mukhtar orait.

It is just a simple song which tell a story (that is why I love country song, a good country song tell a story. And a good country singer can sing to tell a story) about how a mistake can cost our future. So girls and guys out there, if you really want to "enjoy" yourself. Please get a condom ready ok or be in a monogamous relationship and make sure your partner are not cheating (or at least remind them to use protection) :)

ps: The issue on Poco-poco banned by the mufti... Well long story short, I don't give a damn. As long they DO NOT force non-muslim to follow then it's ok... But really? Poco-poco? man since when we christian use poco-poco to menyembah.. aiyoyo mind-set very the sempit geng...

I'm tired, can I give up?

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:Ecclesiastes 3:1

Just a reminder to myself... I'm feeling so tired physically and mentally these past few days. Sometimes I wonder, am I really making someone happy with me? It's just feel like I'm disappointing people most of the times. At this point of time I'm just so tired, really am so tired that I really don't feel like talking to anyone even meeting with anyone. I just want to go to my room and curl on the bed and just lay there until I feel better. Seriously I feel as I was last two years ago.

Idiot, why do I even bother

*** Warning: This is a post where you might feel uncomfortable to read ***

Idiots will be idiots. Unless something bad really happen to them, they will never change their idiotic and selfish way. And that is IF they even realize that they are an idiot at the first hand.

Kids nowadays, they do not even realize how lucky they are. I can't understand an inch of everything and anything that comes into their mind. Are they brain are too fill with all the sugar from the cola's, pepsi's, pizza's etc bloody fastfood? That they can't think like a proper god fearing human being. Have they been bloody brain washed by the television.

Truthfully if I could I would beat the idiot until he is half dead. Why can't he see's that his mom is working like hell to put food on the table. Why can't he see's his dad is already retired and are living on his pension. Why can't he see's that the food on the table is not even enough day in and day out.

I've totally lost all my respect and hope on this idiot. And I hate how this idiot can easily make me feel like an erupting volcano. Somehow, it's a blessing that I am not able to be there now as I do not know what I am capable of doing. I might probably kill him seriously.

I don't mind him not having a proper future, "pandai-pandai la, suda berbuih my mulut to advice, nicely and not, itu ko punya hidup la, I stop caring, jan saja ko cari sia kalau ko menyesal belakang hari sudah la". But I mind it when you start using the parent, when you start menyusahkan the orang tua. Bloody asshole. Really a stupid bloody asshole. Seriously, I totally lost hope on this idiot. The opportunity he was given is wasted, like casting pearls before swine. A totally blockhead of an asshole of an idiot. And the best part is, he with his useless and empty talk. Bah, what use is pride if you got nothing but shit to back it up.

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Drawing the line of determination from desperation

Aiyoyo, I've been neglecting to blog for so long... Well this time I blame it on the never ending work and the issue in the project that I'm currently handling.... If I could I would love dearly to become a berserker, just throwing and bashing those server cum laptop cum client in all. Why the bloody hell a "BIG IT" company buy a product and forever trying to upgrade and sell their product when it fill ridden with bugs and even the patch applied to resolve the bugs "can be only applied on OOB (out of the box) system where any customization we did will eventually be overwritten by the patch... I got a few nasty word for that.

Idiot and total plain stupid asshole

Sorry for the outburst but, work has been taking most of my time now.. That I started to go back at 9pm every single day. And I woke up the next day feeling more tired than ever... Haih, I really need a timeout from work. AND I will *whoopie* in less than 3 weeks time be flying to the other side of the world and would be trekking through a few country for 2 weeks... Ahhh blisss...

Well let me end my post with a short sharing, something I got from my FaceBook friend status.
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"At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be."

:) Sometimes panat juga ba, trying to to the best. When the best annoy other people. What to do lo.....