Sorry for the lack update, it's not like I did not try to post just that I don't dare to publish all those thing that I have wrote so it stayed in the draft.
Feeling of dissapointment is totally horrible. Like after trying your best to trust someone but at the end of the day they kept on breaking it. Damn, truthfully I am really at my low point. It's like a huge block of stone on top of my head. That the only thing I want to do is hide in my room, lay on my bed with the blanket covering me up. Never to go out until someone open the door and says "Things are ok now"
Well shit happen, said a good friend of mine love to say. And there's nothing we can avoid. Now if I decide to do what I want to do, it will affect me in a negative irreversible way. But it's a decision that I can't avoid, no matter how I wanted to avoid it. Damn, blooody tarnation... I hate it. I bloody hate it. It' my responsibility but I have to drop it and again damn. Just thinking about it just bloody annoyed me to hell. Sorry for the profanity, but I just can't stop it from saying it. I can't say the bloody thing here, and I can't keep it inside of me festering like a wound.
It's on the tip of my tongue to say, I hope that person will get what he deserve for doing the thing he's done. But at the end of the day, I do not wish that to happen. Let it go, I just hope that the promises he has made will be fulfilled by him.
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