Mother red

When mother red came visiting, it seems she also bring a load of unnecessary thing. Jeezzz, mother red, for once just let me sleep...

Conspiracy raya advertisement of TV3

I tak tau nak ckp ape lg.. Sometimes there are those thing that I heard, see, listen and read just bloody annoyed me to the max. Why? There are those people that 'terlebih pandai' (overly clever). They can make up some sort of conspiracy out of nothing at all, especially on the mistake of their own people. What the heck I'm talking about. Just watch the latest raya advertisement from TV3. Even I was shocked but I was even more shocked reading the comments and the "conspiracy theory" that came out. And I actually burst out laughing out loud. But at the other hand, most of the people in Malaysia is too emotional and gullible. And that is scary. At times like this, we should not start pointing finger saying that it's one of the way the "kafir" are trying to "memesongkan akidah" of the muslim. That hurts you know.. It's like what? The advertisement is not even made by the "kafir" gerrrr..

But one of the comment from a commenter really made me respect him/her.

aku tengok biase je iklan ni, xde pun rasa terpesong akidah ke, tersesat ke, rasa nak mausk kristian ke. Org malaysia berpelajaran, masing2 dh boleh pikir, takkan pasal iklan TV pun nak terpesong akidah. Ni cuma tafsiran org2 terlebih "pandai", jgn la cepat percaya. Nampak sgt org kita ni cepat terpengaruh dengan sogokan idea2 provokasi, bila sorang cakap iklan ni kempen illuminati, suma percaya. GROW UP PLEASE

If I could I would love to shake the person hand if she's a girl la.

Well, just njoy the bloody controversial TV3 advertisement.



ps: I was trying so hard to see the book that the boy was holding is really a bible and you know what? who is the idiot that says it's a bible. That person should be thrown into the jail for sedition.. Ger.. and people stop being so emotional ba, it should be the christian that should be getting mad and annoyed because that advertisement is like making fun of us. Even I was shocked at first but you know what i knew it was just made by some ignorant people. Wish someone who can create advertisement like the late Yasmin Ahmad.

Pssstttt...

Pssstttttt..... Just wanted to share something that I'm totally bloody feeling right now.

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

*ehemmmm* I'm missing someone so much, to the point that I wish I have a remote control just like in the "Replay" movie, to fast forward the time to next Thursday. Why? Cause I would be flying *urgh, i just hate taking the plane, is there no Doraemon door for me to borrow* back to KK again... And I'm bloody excited. :) Iiiih so the minta puji oh...

Just the motion

I have a lot to feel really blessed, but try as I might I'm just feeling of so empty right now. Pretending that I'm feeling ok, that inside of me I'm totally fine is killing me day to day. I'm starting to hate my work, it's like I have to force myself to just wakeup and get ready for work.

But quiting will just make me feel like more of a failure than now. I'm totally confuse on what I really want and what I really need to do. For sure the one thing that I want is to, just send my resignation letter and pack up my things and move back to KK. Seems so easy but why is it so hard fr me to just bloody make the decision and stick to it.



Song by Linda Thompson kinda suit the mood i'm feeling right now..

Blown by a hundred winds, knocked down a hundred times
Rescued and carried along. Beaten and half-dead and gone
And it's only the pain that's keeping you sane
And gives you a mind to travel on

Really want to talk to someone right now, but no one seems to be available. Sigh.. It's always that way...