An eye for an eye

An eye for an eye, and the whole world would be blind - Kahlil Gibran

I bet if each and everyone of us read this and understand the HUGE and IMPORTANT meaning behind it of what NOT to do and what SHOULD be done. The world will be a much better place to live in.

We are living being that is so full of vandetta, it's in our nature to want to retaliate if we were wrong by other people. And what differentiate us from animals is we are able to control our action and to know the right thing to do.

But no nowadays people are chanting and doing: You kill my family, I will kill yours; You insult my belief, I will insult your belief; You trampled on my freedom of speech, I will protest against you; You hurt me, I will hurt you too; You never treat me right, I will not treat you right...

And the cycle continue like the movie "Never Ending story"

And me? I admit that I am full of vandetta but I will try to remember the quote... That it is much better to let bygone be bygone, I would be much happier than having to feel the need for revenge.

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Rambling after a hectic week

Facebook addiction? Well, come to Pakistan, for sure you will get withdrawal from facebook. If you guys are not aware, facebook, youtube n some other social networking thingy are being blocked in Pakistan. As for me I don't mind much not being able to access facebook but I do mind not being able to access youtube. Cis... well not my place to complain, as I just have to bear it till 31May that is until the end of this month.

Well, so how's life? Mine? Pretty damn bloody hectic. I haven't had enough rest since tuesday and I'll be going to the office on saturday *gasp* Ohhhhhh.... The horror, working on a saturday.... Gah! I can't wait to finish up this project in working on. Still have to bear 2 more months before I could finally have a rest and bloody go for my Bali vacation... Just hope that the bloody project won't be extended but it does seem it will. Geh!

BUT the good news is I'll be coming back to Malaysia next month for my monthly visa renewal and as soon as I arrive in KLIA airport. I'll be hopping to LCCT for my flight back to KK.. Oh such a bliss it is.... Can't wait to go back to go to Ching Fah and order the butter prawn, kon low mien, fried fish head soup and etc... I am practically drooling.. Oh I am also looking forward to attending a very dear friend of mine wedding. That i can't wait, just hoped that by the end of the month I have lost a few kg's to be able to fit into the red dress that i had bought recently... Well early this year I gain AGAIN a few kg's as I have been going back to KK and being stuff by food by my parent back at home.

Think that would be it my rambling for today.. Till the next post, which I hope by then I would have something better to share with...

ps: pretty please sent me some waxed meat aka lap cheong to Pakistan.....
pss:actually I'm so bloody tired and sleepy that I just can't think of a better ending to apart from the abrupt end of this post....

Getting bloody tired

Have you ever been in a situation where you're too tired, too sleepy and too hungry.. Well I have, and I'm in that bloody condition right now... I'm so hungry but I'm so tired and I'm so sleepy that I act fell asleep while eating... Geh!... btw, I'm BACK in Malaysia.... mwahahaha... but :( I'll be going back to Pakistan this coming wednesday urghhhh...

Oh, just a sneak peak... A pic from Doha famous market Souk Wakif aka standing market. Went visiting Doha cause I have a bloody 14 hours of transit time there

Murphy Law suck....

Sometimes there is that time when we feel that everything that can go wrong happen... Murphy law, a friend of mine said to me. So what's is this bloody law... Well, Murphy law state that:

Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong

And my life at this time is just like that, all the plan that I have just went kapoof... And I just want to do like the ostrich does to hide, stick my head into the ground and hope that everything will get better.

Haih, it's hard to be optimistic but then what other better choice I have. Well, let just bear this bloody thing first and hope that in a few days I would be getting good news. Or is this the sign that I have been waiting to make that one decision. I have been saying again and again that I planned to go back but then the obligation that I have right now just won't allow me to take that step. Again haih... I really am so fed up, with things that is not in my control. Haih.. let me sleep first and hope that my mood would get better after an hour or two of sleep .. Haih!!!!!!

People! Stop complaining...

"A happy man marries the girl he loves; a happier man loves the girl he marries." Anonymous

How many times I have heard people said to me, "If I knew he/she is like this I would not married her/him", I won't be millionaire but at least I would get a couple of hundreds buck for hearing it for so many times... But, man I have news for you all that been saying that, before you get married you have committed to the fact that you chose him/her as your life partner. Especially those that married for love, you guys should opened your eyes and not be blinded by the feelings before even making the decision to make a vow in front of God.

Truthfully, whenever I heard that I wanted to say out loud to their face is this.

Don't ever complain that way again. It's an insult to your wife/husband. Before you got married you had the choice to choose. If you want to blame for your unhappiness because your expectation wasn't met then blame it on yourself and not your husband/wife. You were the one that chose him/her, it's not like a gun was put on your head and you were forced to marry him/her

And please, knock this into your mind. People don't change after they get married, they stay the same or even get worse. If you expect him/her to change after marriage. I have news for you, even till the end of time he/she will never change unless they wanted to change themselves. So my advice is simple DO NOT get married until unless you can accept him/her the way they are, with the good and also the bad. Do not ever have the expectation that they will change for the better after marriage. Just see all around you and you know what I'm saying is true, use others experience as a lesson and not wait till you become them.

ps: Actually I was told by different people within a week that they would not married him/her if he/she knew what they really were like. And I was like "Duh!!!!"..

Seriously something is really wrong...

I'm not sure what, but seriously there is something wrong with the news in the star online... Which is the concern over teenagers hanging out late at night. It is based on

Data in the Malaysia Community and Family Study 2004 by the National Population and Family Development Board (LPPKN) – conducted every 10 years

But seriously there is something totally wrong with the study, apart from the fact that the study was done in 2004. But parent are more concern with their kid staying late as opposed to taking drugs?

Again seriously, the top list of no-no by the the parent is:

1) Staying late at night
2) Dating
3) Smoking

as oppose to the lowest in the list is:

1) Taking drugs
2) Gangsterism
3) Pornography

How wrong is that, there is some huge problem with either how the study are done or the parents from where the study got their data. It clearly mean that parents is ok with their kid taking drugs as long as their kid comes home early? SERIOUSLY (can't bloody stop saying it) who is the bloody idiot who did the study? And who is the idiot of a parent that the data was gathered from?

Song are not made like they used too before

Sometimes I wonder if I was born in the wrong year. Song nowadays just don't sell to me. And I had to search for oldies to appease my need of good song. Well I don't know if it is only me, I'm always an odd girl with such a bloody different taste. I love song like this particular song sung by stevie wonder, "we can work it out"



Yup, it's an old song :) which not many I know have heard about. But heck, it's a bloody good song.

Also here's another song, sung by george harrison... The devil and the deep blue sea...



ps: I finally able to get my engine running to blog. Seems like working on this project drained me nearly everyday where at the end of a day after work. I just want to sleep and not wake up till morning.