Sleep was on emergency leave last nite...

Sometimes someone mood can heavily affect me. Though I tried so much not to. But it gets to me. And I bloody hate it. After the battle in my mind, the debate I had inside my head. I still could not understand it, what did I did so bad to deserve to be treated that way. I just don't know, it just makes me feel that I am so not important. It actually hurts.

And as a result I could not sleep at all last nite although I was so tired like hell. Tried to close my eyes but sleep is apparently on emergency leave last night. And today will gonna be a hell of a day for me. Me, headache and pending mountain of workload to finish. Well, gambatte to me... Gonna be another long day for me in the office again. Sharing something from pravs.com, I needed bloody good inspirational words today...

Before you Speak,... Listen
Before you Write,... Think
Before you Spend,... Earn
Before you Criticize,... Wait
Before you Pray,... Forgive
Before you Quit,... Try

ps: can someone tell sleep not to be on leave again tonight, at least send me a replacement. I bloody need the rest