Gonna stop blogging for an undefine period of time

Truth to be told, I've been typing and deleting for the past 30 minutes or so. But I wasn't able to write the thing that I wanted to write. :) I can't even feel anything right now, all I'm feeling is "numbness". I hate this feeling but at the same time I welcome it with open heart. Cause I know that I am finally be able to let go. Once the hurt is too much too bear, I would and can finally be able to move on. And that is me :) And I will start to open my heart and my mind to other possiblity as I've been closing it for far too long.

Tsk, now I just got to solve that one tiny eensy weensy thing that is not comfirmed but suspected. Once I can cleared that out, then everything will be ok. So as for my blog, I'm gonna put my blogging to rest for awhile. Cause I know that I will forever be hung up on talking about what I'm feeling and I will never let it go that way. Then when you see next post on this blog, you would know that I'm already ok and fine.