Going mad!!!

If I stay another min and talking another min with a particular person, I swear I'll bash his head... That's why it is important to learn ENGLISH... Not that I'm myself is a good in ENGLISH but at least people can understand what I'm trying to say(hmmm is it), but this him unable to understand a support email is like killing me. It's simple that bloody support girl is just asking, the the bloody patch help in solving the problem.

 

Geh! Geh! Geh!!!!! But Nvm that I'm excited that a friend of mine is getting married this november... I will certainly try my best to be able to attend her wedding, it's not like a few hour drive in Malaysia.. It's like a freaking 6 hour flight from Malaysia.. Which is thousand of kilometre away from here...

 

Gah!!!!! I wanted to go and watch "The Proposal" as a destresser instead I got to cancelled it, just because I can't get off work early.. Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Yahoo... going back

Yep, here I am blogging away, watching or staring would more appropriate description at the stewardess, noticing that they wore too much makeup. Trying to get an early flight back home.. mwahahahaha.. well I was actually trying to test sending out email to blogpost to post. Well here it is "Test is the post created"

Burnt out or just plain going crazy

Let me just say one thing. I'm so fed up with work, I used to love my work. Not minding the long hour, even not being paid for working over the hours and the huge distance from working far away from people that I care(ya u can guess by now that I live alone).

But now, every morning I'll wake either saying, "Thank goodness it's weekend" or "Oh no! I don't want to go to work". Now that's pretty bad, I never can understand the feeling of people of says they feel so burnt out of work.. Now I can empathize, well one thing I can blame on why I feel the way I'm feeling is because of the recent project that I was in. That was a hell of a project, it really tested me mentally and physically. With all the problems and shit that is happening within the project, I was totally exhausted trying to get through it.

And now, coming back after my contract is finish, I still have to look into other thing too. Not that I;m complaining cause that is my job and responsibility but I really need a time out. At least a week of not thinking of work and etc thing that can put pressure and stress on me.

Geh! And thanks goodness I'll be getting my vacation in less than 2 weeks. Counting the days and wish so much that the days can move faster. That's one of the thing that I can't accept , there are time where we wanted the days to pass by fast but we feel that the day just slowed down. And then there are times where we want the days to last, to pass on slowly but it passed by really quickly that we did not realize that it's already the end of the day.

Well, now I just have to bear it... Till I can get my vacation... ooohhhhh can't wait for dad homecooked food, my mom shouting, and my old smelly house.....

There are times...

There are times when you can still bear everything no matter how painful it is and still believe in that one person, there are times where you lost your patience but you still want to believe in that one person, and there are that ONE time where it just hurt so much that you just want to run away from everything that hurt and hope that tomorrow it will hurt a bit lesser than the previous day.