Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish...

I know that I am not a fan of Apple.. Although I do admit that the product are good ie ,Ipod, Iphone and Ipad. It's just that I am allergic to some (almost all) the Apple idiotic die-hard fanatic fan. Though I come short of buying an Ipad, am still looking for the right 'tab' for my first tab experience.

But I got to say, I seriously respect, envy and are inspire by Steve Jobs. His life is totally inspiring, I have passed a quarter of my life but yet to find and do the things I love best. I love to travel, I love to help others, I love to be able to at least contribute something in this world, I kinda know what I wanted to do. I just am a coward. I want at least say at my death-bed I can say proudly to myself, "I'm done, it's time to pass the baton to someone else" and smile peacefully before the end knowing that I did everything that I wanted and love before  my end.

Sharing with you all is a video taken during his speech in 2005, watching this really did made an impact to me



The words that made a huge impact to me is this;

Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle. -- Steve Jobs

And

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary. -- Steve Jobs

I know what I wanted to do, but other people opinion and dogma of life kept on chaining me. But Steve Jobs death and his life inspire me so much that it renew the hunger in me to not die, with not doing the things I love.

So right now I am going to try my best to dream on, planning and take action once opportunity to do it falls into my lap. Now I end my post with another line of words that inspire me;

"Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." -- Final Issue of The Whole Earth Catalog 

Nasi Lemak 2.0

Bah bah.. got already another Malaysian movie by the controversy maker "Namawee". Althought I don't personally like the vulgarity of his past video aka "F*ck TNB".. I do understand why he react the way he did. His version of Negaraku remix, is also spot on. And until today I can't seem to see where in bloody tarnation did the song "menghina" certain religion. Sorry ah, kinda sensitive. And yes, about the "Azan" (oh brother, treading on thin ice here), it's true. I used to get woken up by the morning prayer while living in West Malaysia, most of the time I'm alright with it but if the loud speaker volume was put on too loud (i mean the maximum volume) then that is something to get annoyed with. But seriously, put it this way lah in a "what if" situation.  What if other religion that start with "c" put on their loud speaker volume to the max during the mass prayer so loud that it could wake you up? What would you feel. Or the hindu's used loud speaker during their prayer chanting, that you got woken up from your sweet dream? But by saying this I don't mean to say they should ban the "Azan", I'm just saying put your self in that situation and try to listen back to the "Negaraku" remix by Namawee, then you will get what Namwee meant in the lyric.

Now I wanted to write about the new Malaysia movie currently showing now, titled "Nasi Lemak 2.0". There's a lot positive review over it. And on top of there's also those "holier than thou" comments. Some which "die-die" will never watch it... My take: bah mana-mana la kau, ndak juga Namawee rugi tu :) ... Reason why they "die-die" will not watch it? Cause Namawee "menghina" the religion and Malays... Well, let us be frank, put out your hands up if you ever say bad things about Malays. Well I have, not proud to say it but it's what our country has become off. The divide and conquer strategy, and who allowed it to happen *drum rolls*

US the Malaysian people

We allow the people in power to play with our race indifference and insecurity, we allow ourself to stereotype ourself based on our religion and races. Yes my dear reader, we are at fault. Bahhhhhh.... Enough of that, even I grow tired saying it.

Now, I am to go watch "Nasi Lemak 2.0" movie this coming sunday, and this coming from a anti-malaysian movie person. Why anti? Well I cringe each time I watch a Malaysian movie, I do watch but rarely they attract my attention, not saying I do not watch it but for the love of nation please do produce quality movie.

PS: I seriously love the Rasa Sayang remix.. it is seriously addictive to listen to..

Seriously no Idea

Short sharing today,

If I say aye, its wrong. If I say nae, it's also wrong

Pusing kiri langgar pokok, pusing kanan langgar batu

Damned if I do, damned if I don't

What to do? I don't know.  

Verily.. verily.. verily I say, I'm relieved

Finally... Finally... Finally... I am able to breath easily without worrying about money. Seriously, these past few months were among the torturous 24/7 I ever felt. Worrying about when I can pay my bills, if my money going to last me until the next "begging for money" round with my company, have to live on eating bread for dinner for 3 out of 7 days of the week. I do still feel grateful that I'm better off than the homeless guy I saw, but it ain't a life I want. I deserve better, I work like a bloody slave and to have to beg for money. I seriously nearly went bankrupt, banks were calling me like hell. It was now or never decision, so I went job hunting. Found few that is positive but had turned down all the offer except for one. As in my previous post, I already mentioned it. I manage to get a job offer... It's totally surprised me, after all the years I've been sending my resume to KK companies. Finally I got it *phewwww*...

Well, it's been nearly three weeks since I've moved back for good to KK. And it feel damn good. Even if someone offer me 10k a month to work in KL. I'll most probably reject it. Living in KL is not a life I want to live my whole life. It does "seem" grand to others, but the truth is, its not... Not at all. I have been travelling more than a decade of my life. And I had enough of travelling.

Now if there's anything at all I miss being a KL'lian, it would be the few shops that I love in KL and of course la my friends ba... :) 

I'm here although I don't look like I am

Bah, siow to all my reader.. I am still not in the mood to blog nowadays due to trying to get use of my new 'life' now. As a summary of what happen to me in these past 2 months:

1. Went for an interview and managed to get a job in KK
2. Managed to get engaged
3. Finally finish the "DAMN BLOODY" project
4. Resigned from my company (that never paid my salary on time)
5. Started working in KK
6. Still fighting to get my unpaid salary and epf and tax deduction to be paid to me

And that is what I have been busying myself these past 2 months. Finally I got past from complaining my ass off about how bloody horrible my ex-company was to getting away from the company and will get my financial settle in a month or two.

So please ah bank, leave me in peace for just a month more. I finally be able to pay you on time.. Pinky swear? 

Opportunity comes when we least expect it

Seriously, I can't wait for next week to finally be able to 'chow' (leave) KL for good. But then, I do am getting cold feet. As I manage to get a really good offer which is twice the salary I'm getting now; normal employee benefit i.e. health insurance, bonus, etc etc; and best of all it's a multinational BIG company and the office location can't be more perfect in Midvalley.

With that kind of salary I can fly back to KK every weekend. My mom can finally retire and just relax at home. Sponsor my family holidays without going broke for several months trying to save for the it. Stay in a condo (or even buy a condo unit). Travel every 3 months for vacation. Go to Europe again next year. Oh the temptation... You know it and I know it as well, it's a damn good deal for me. I have been working like a slave for years now and with the offer I feel like all my hard work are finally paid off and I'm finally going somewhere in career wise.

BUT, now come the 'but'. I'm now finally going back to KK for good. Everyone close to me know about it and expecting me to fly there next week, and next time I flew to Kl again will be for vacation/personal related. And I did manage to get a job in KK, with so-so salary (buli hidupla) compare with the offer which is near 3 times the amount.

Dilemma or tis is such a dilemma... When money is being offered in front of my eyes for the skills I have. Heck the skills I have is not one that is easily learnt and not many people in Malaysia know how to do it. Can count guna jari wor.

Hmmmmmmm....... Hmmmmmmmmm....... Hmmmmmmmm.. Ba, tinguk next saja la.. Apa mcm keadaan... Tuk ka tuk ka tuk... Opportunity comes when we least expect it.

Whooo huttt... What the?

Ba geng.. Siow sia terus terang cakap ah.. Sia betul2 malas mau update blog sia pasal sia terlampau panat ba...

Anyhow, I'll try to blog on what's been happening lately with me... As right now I would like to share with ya'all...

I'm bloody engaged!!!!!!

I am too shocked too boot. Wut? I am engaged? Seriously ba? Ba... Till next post then, cause I do need to go and take my bath right now. I just woke up. very late on this sunday morning, I never knew that by doing practically nothing, just sitting, and trying to layan my tetamu is such a hard work :)

Idiot will be idiot, but it is scary when the idiot is our leader

“This is just a part of Umno’s strength. We gathered 6,000 members here today in a short amount of time ... they are waiting for a signal, they’re willing to do anything,” Najib told reporters later. “If you mention or question Islam, they will rise up,” he said.

“Don’t (make us) start street demonstrations. Yesterday, we only sent our Umno Youth wing, led by Khairy Jamaluddin, to represent us,” Najib said, amid deafening shouts of support for the Umno Youth chief, who was also present. - Najib

Is this the kind of leader we want? Is this what a leader should say? To those that are so afraid of changes, that are so afraid that their own 'race' are going to lose their rights. Grow up, we are all Malaysian. Why do we need the segregation nowadays. If for instance my mom is an Indian and my dad is a Malay. Who should I side with? You know the answer is quite simple, no sides that promote segregation of race.

Back to the quote, pish and posh.... Umno strength? Dear najib, your credibility are going to the drain so fast. First you say 1Malaysia, then you ally and support the racist. Mcm mana ni? Apa yang ko mau cakap ni...

Aiyoyoyo to those that keep on complaining that what can the opposition do? Adoi, let me ask you... Can the current ruling government change from being racist? For the Sabahan that condemn the Bersih citing that it caused 'inconvenience to them'.. Then don't you complain when coming election the phantom voter again will vote for you and the escalating problem we are having in Sabah with the illegal immigrant that unfortunately became dubious 'Malaysian' citizen. You don't have the rights to even complain about that.

Haih, I know I getting pretty emotional but it kinda pissed me off when people that don't know the head and tail, only listen to one side of the story. And these BN goons when the bloody hell are they going to wise up? My guess, "NEVER", when greed and ego are so much filled in their heart. And isn't it too hypocrites of some of these people that spouting 'to uphold the religion' are the same one that are so full of shits of corruption, lying, backstabbing and greed.

ps: idiot najib, please la where in the hell is Bersih about religion. You guys are the one playing the religion sentiment. We are only asking for a 'FAIR' election ba.. Aiyo so hard ka, unless you guys can't win without dirty tricks.. You learn it from your mentor c Mahathir ka...

Bersih....

You know I'm kinda getting pissed off with all the hoo haa of Bersih. Don't get me wrong, I'm pissed off with the reaction of the idiot of the Government. I guess they thought that maybe by trying to condemn and use the police to blockade the Bersih protest, they wanted 'something bad' to happen so that they can say out 'see Bersih is dangerous'... But one word

Boooyah!!!!!

LOL aih they are idiot and they played the wrong strategy. And now idiot Najib and his also idiot geng have to clean his and their image before the general election.

Again hypocrites (Rais) are now saying things that are completely against the Najibb 1malaysia... Haih.. tulungla cukup suda mau kc buduh rakyat. Actually this bersih rally should be done extensively in Sabah. Why? We have enough of ghost voter for the BN goverment.

Is Malaysia Racist?

Hmmm, this would be a simple post with simple analogy.

Bersih vs Ibrahim Ali

now do a comparison with the below

"Bersih HQ raided, 7 staff arrested" vs "nothing but some incomprehensible mumbling here and there on what have been said by Ibrahim Ali"

Hmmmmmmmm, there is something really wrong with the analogy....

So here's a question? Is Malaysia a racist nation? My simple answer would be;

Yes, Malaysia is a racist nation unfortunately. Why? It's the Malaysian Policy, no one can deny that though there might some idiots that want to deny that

And the best part is, I'm of the so called "privileged Bumiputera". cheh